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Okay so I fell very short on the "writing 3 times a week" thing. But in my defense I spent this summer soaking in my new life. So it was totally worth it. I have been loving being with my kids, I get to know them more and more everyday. To which I am very grateful for. Someone said to me yesterday "maybe this hasn't been such a bad thing in your life" And I have never really looked at the accident as a "bad thing" has it been hard, yes has it been life changing, yes but has it been a bad thing my answer to that one is no. I like who I am, I love the ones who have chosen to support me and walk down this path with me. I love learning new things, I even love the mistakes that I make. So what I am saying is would it have been what I would have chosen? Im sure not, but I am very lucky to still be alive and well. So I will be living Happy! I have learned so much about the kindness of strangers. Why is it that people who don't know us can sometimes love us so easily? In my case it boils down to expectations. People who don't know me or expect anything can just accept me for what i am now, it is harder for people who knew me before the accident. It is not impossible but it does seem to make it harder. I don't even know if that makes sense, but it does to me. So with the kids back in school, i will be keeping up on this more. I am a happy girl, thanks for those who read this blog and support me with your friendship and love! love YA'll